i'm jesse
brooklyn, ny
bury it in the ground

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April 20th

paperdemons:

It scares the living shit out of me that there are people out there who can empathize with a fetus but not a pregnant person.

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April 20th
The emoji next to ya name can change from “😍🍆💦” to just “🍆💦” real quick

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April 18th

Lose My Breath by Destiny's Child
April 17th 📷 by @josuenoesi 🙏 #gay #boy #nyc

📷 by @josuenoesi 🙏 #gay #boy #nyc

April 17th

221cbakerstreet:

how about for day of silence straight people have to be quiet and listen to queer people all day

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April 16th

jesus christ i am so pathetic.

even though i know we can never be what we once were, you know you can still call me to come over to your apartment to have sex, and i’ll be there.

because i’ll take any chance i can get to be close to you again, even if it’s just for one night. one night of you groaning and sweating and then 20 mintues later you’re asleep and i’m wide awake wondering why i hate myself so much.

you violate me, body and mind, and i take the abuse willingly.

i am so fucking p a t h e t i c

April 16th

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April 16th
it’s where everything happened

you know those like, old “survey” things that people used to post as notes on facebook? i forgot they existed until now but i was going through my old notes from like 2007-2010 and found them all and laughed at the comments my friends made on them.

but basically it just makes me really nostalgic and very sad. that time seems so far away, so distant now. doesn’t it? like, was that time in my life real, or did i just dream it all up? just starting college, everything felt so new and exciting then. now i’ve graduated and everything is blurry and very confusing and i just have a hard time explaining things.

i miss those people, the people that were so present and visible during those years, and in those memories. some of the best years of my life, probably.

i went through this phase, though, after i was living in nyc/brooklyn. moving back home, i felt like i was “above it all.” like, long island and my hometown and suburbia in general was such a shithole, and i couldn’t be bothered anymore, because i missed my “cool new york life.” everyone was “basic.” everything was “the worst.”

don’t get me wrong, living in new york city was the greatest fucking thing that ever happened to my life. and it’s still a huge part of my life. but i don’t live there anymore and i think that for a while i just couldn’t admit that.

i’m trying to fix things now. i’m starting to fall in love with my hometown, and appreciate it for what it’s worth. it’s where everything happened. i’m starting to mend things with the people i thought i lost for good. they’re starting to forgive me for things that were my fault, and i’m so happy about that. i let people who were so special to me just, slip away, because i associated them with this “horrible” place i was forced to live in. i can’t let that happen again.

idk WOW this turned out to be way longer than i thought it would be lol but yeah i just have all these feelings and i needed somewhere to put them. i just feel like, life is cyclical and that’s such a beautiful thing.

April 15th

Chicago by Sufjan Stevens
April 15th

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April 15th
unrequitedlusttt asked: :/ you could talk to me about some of those things if you wanted to. i have experience with parents arguing lol. my life has been shit lately too, maybe we can commiserate. but honestly i'm off my antibiotics and you're back from cali so we should hang out real soon!

it would be nice to talk to someone who understands these things lol. but yaaaay! ok i’ll text you and we’ll work something around my work schedule. i need to tell you about lana at coachella omg.


April 15th

thegoddess-afrodite:

reblogalert:

Lifehack: Accidentally text the wrong person? Immediately put your phone on airplane mode and once it fails to deliver, delete the message.

This can save lives

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April 15th

therealspiderman:

“Transgender people have a 1-in-12 chance of being murdered, compared to the 1-in-18,000 chance faced by average Americans (Human Rights Campaign, 2009).”

just let that sink in for a second.

(via disordered)

April 15th follow me on insta y’all @jessestayton

follow me on insta y’all @jessestayton

April 15th

curvellas:

don’t judge people for taking selfies or posting them a lot some of us like how we look for the first time in our whole lives and that’s a big fucking deal.

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